how can everything be like SHIT in a day.. or in even an hour.
everything changes..
expect nothing. avoid disappointmens..
Life sucks so much sometimes. And things happen you never thought that would do.. And you are so not ready to face something like this. And this whole feeling... sucks.
Ξυπνάς αργοπορημένη, δεν έχεις αφήσει πουθενά σημεία ζωής. Τρέχεις τρέχεις τρέχεις με τη ψυχή στο στόμα και το άγχος σου και η αγωνία σου μπορεί να σε σκοτώσει. Φεύγουνε σανδάλια, παπούτσια, απο δώ από κει και συ τρέχεις. Μπαίνεις σε ένα taxi. Και κλάμμα κλάμμα κλάμμα.
Nothing is permanent.. You need someone to believe in you, and you get to find out that there is noone there. Not even you. And that's what hurts most..
Regret saying things to others. Regret trusting people who didn't deserve it. Regret doing things to make you feel happy which you know that cannot make you feel complete. Regret doing shit. And never do it again..
I just hope that everything will change.. And in a week or two, it will be just.. a 'bad dream'.
p.s. school dance was much better-expected. so.. expect nothing -> get happy if something good happens / -> not caring if something does not happen.
At least there is no option of crying all day, as was my day today!
Have a nice day(ies) !
Katerina
'everybody knows your name but I will sing it just the same'
everything changes..
expect nothing. avoid disappointmens..
Life sucks so much sometimes. And things happen you never thought that would do.. And you are so not ready to face something like this. And this whole feeling... sucks.
Ξυπνάς αργοπορημένη, δεν έχεις αφήσει πουθενά σημεία ζωής. Τρέχεις τρέχεις τρέχεις με τη ψυχή στο στόμα και το άγχος σου και η αγωνία σου μπορεί να σε σκοτώσει. Φεύγουνε σανδάλια, παπούτσια, απο δώ από κει και συ τρέχεις. Μπαίνεις σε ένα taxi. Και κλάμμα κλάμμα κλάμμα.
Nothing is permanent.. You need someone to believe in you, and you get to find out that there is noone there. Not even you. And that's what hurts most..
Regret saying things to others. Regret trusting people who didn't deserve it. Regret doing things to make you feel happy which you know that cannot make you feel complete. Regret doing shit. And never do it again..
I just hope that everything will change.. And in a week or two, it will be just.. a 'bad dream'.
p.s. school dance was much better-expected. so.. expect nothing -> get happy if something good happens / -> not caring if something does not happen.
At least there is no option of crying all day, as was my day today!
Have a nice day(ies) !
Katerina
'everybody knows your name but I will sing it just the same'
σε ευχαριστώ πολύ για το σχόλιό σου..γραφεις πολύ όμορφα..έχεις ταλέντο :)
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Σε ευχαριστώ και γω πολύ! Και συ έχεις πολύ πολύ όμορφο blog..:) Επιτέλους βρήκα ένα μέρος να μπορώ να εκφράζομαι και γω άνετα και ελεύθερα.. Ελπίζω να τα ξαναπούμε και στο μέλλον! Φιλιά :)
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